about me. if you want to know more.

Hi, this is the first time i create a blog. :)

         I create this blog because a lot of people said that if you have problems and you don't want to talk about it, well then just write it. And here I am, following their advice. Okay, about me... I'm 18 years old. I'm a college student, and I still live with my family. I have 4 cats and 5 dogs. I have sisters too. 3 older sisters, hhmm right... I'm the youngest.

Well, I have problems that I don't want to talk about with people around me, because... you know... To trust people and to be friends with them, for me, it took years. I missed my best friends soooooooo much, they're the people that I really comfortable to talk to. While they're not here, so here I am, writing this blog.

          Let's talk about me again. I love music. I love it so much. The first person who inspired me was my sister. When I was little, I don't know, maybe 9 years old i guess... I adored her because she could play guitar and I thought it was awesome :D Then she taught me a song, I forgot what it was. Then, I started to listen music, at fourth grade, I love Avril Lavigne soooo much, crazy about her and her music. Then, I listened to other singers as well, like Michelle Branch, I love how she play guitar. Since then, I listened to music a lot. Like Hilary Duff to Evanesence, I love them all.

           I knew every singers, every songs they sang, I was like crazy about them. Well, maybe I was :) Oh, I almost forgot to mention someone that not only I love, but also i adore, she inspired me. She is Kelly Clarkson. The first time I heard she sang, I didn't care. But then I heard again, again and again. I was falling in love with her voice. I started to listened her other songs. Till now, i still adore her. She's like my hero in music. A long way to high school, i added many singers to my idol list, like Aly & AJ, Paramore,to many to mention by the way, but I'm gonna mention one. She's a country singer. She loves to play guitar. She's like so freakin tall. She's funny. She's blonde. And she is Taylor Alison Swift. That's right! 2 words. Taylor. Swift.
          She's not afraid to become herself. Fearless, oh my god, I wish I could met her!! She's the reason why I learned to play guitar a year and a half ago on my own. I'm very proud of myself that I could learned something on my own. I saved a lot of money to buy my own guitar. I couldn't believe guitar is really that expensive. My dad, helped me with the money. So 60 % my own money and 40 % was his. So was excited to have my very first guitar. I played everyday till fingers were sore. I played every Taylor's songs, I searched the chords and I learned new chords too. I was fun. Real FUN. I fell in love with music all over again.  I named my guitar too. His name is Chase. Probably you think I took the name from that Gossip Girl's actor huh? Well then you are right! Haha... I like Chase Crawford. He's cute ;)

            Okay, enough for that. Let's continue... I started to write songs lately. Still amature? Yes. But, I'm getting better you know. I like to write about my life, about what's happening in my life, my family, my dreams. I have the lyrics, but it's really hard to find the the right chords isn't it? Well, as long as I still learning, no prob right? Maybe someday I could sing my own songs in front of everybody. Maybe, it's just maybe, I could be a singer too. It's been a dream of mine :)

              That's just it about me. Thanks to whoever read this, I really appreciate that. And If you want to read my blog again, you can come to my blog whenever you want  because I'll be writing again very soon. Thanks guys, xoxo.